- Jun 27, 2018
- 3 min
I was never much of a runner…
Growing up I definitely wasn’t as active as I think I should have been and as I get older I try to be more active — try to choose the...
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- Jun 4, 2018
- 4 min
Oh, my God.
I find that since my diagnosis my faith has been questioned. Not by my self but by others. People say: Be strong. Have faith. You must be...
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- Jun 4, 2018
- 2 min
Blessed be the fruit…
May the Lord open. I went for the procedure this morning. It was so early but the staff was so kind to let me sleep. My mom was able to...
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- Jun 3, 2018
- 1 min
Dreaming on the last mile home…
I took one of two trigger shots last night and will take the second one in about an hour. The procedure for retrieval is tomorrow and I’m...
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- Jun 1, 2018
- 2 min
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you…
I know it has been a few days since my last post. I honestly am unsure why it’s been so long… I have all these ideas for posts in my head...
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- May 26, 2018
- 2 min
Tonight is night four of injections
After getting through the anxiety of night one and making sure I mix everything correctly and that I’m stabbing myself with the right...
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- May 23, 2018
- 1 min
Maybe if I close my eyes the ocean will wash it all away…
#kickcancerinthedick #cancerdiagnosis #health #children #sll #diagnosis #fertility #twentysix #livestrong #26 #IVF #beachday #CLL...
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- May 23, 2018
- 1 min
Today is a beautiful surprise
I went for my blood work this morning and after I took myself to the Long Branch location of Turning Point, a nice little brunch...
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- May 23, 2018
- 1 min
Holy crap it’s early!
I’m getting ready to head down to RMANJ for blood work, ultrasound, and to learn how to self administer these injections for the pre-...
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- May 22, 2018
- 3 min
The C-Word
I never really explained why I started this blog… Aside from the cathartic reasons of just endlessly screaming into the ether, I wanted...
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- May 22, 2018
- 2 min
Livestrong and fertility
I know it’s been a couple weeks since my last post. I made this blog to keep myself committed to discussing everything I’m going through...
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- May 3, 2018
- 2 min
“I’ve been avoiding you,” she said to herself…
This week has been an emotional roller coaster. My anxiety definitely reached new heights. I know that I am just stressing myself out but...
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- Apr 29, 2018
- 2 min
I had labs today
For the first time at the Cancer Institute of NJ in New Brunswick. We got there at 9am for my first round of lab work as an outpatient....
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- Apr 29, 2018
- 2 min
I didn’t finish yesterday’s post
I got distracted and, even though I kept meaning to get back to it, I just decided to post it anyway. I felt compelled to keep it going...
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- Apr 29, 2018
- 1 min
Yesterday was my first full day home from the hospital…
And it was honestly a little infuriating. I am a very hyper person and I’m pretty self sufficient but now I have to move a little slower....
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- Apr 26, 2018
- 4 min