the [book] hangover
Updated: Sep 18, 2022
ever since dragging myself through shadow riders, I've been having a difficult time focusing on any other book. I was able to read and finish lore olympus and I loved it but I've been struggling to finish the review for that book as well.
currently, I'm reading another graphic novel called the low, low woods, in the hopes I can finish it quickly and be able to snap out of the funk. I have also been reading an e-galley of a tiny upward shove which is a very interesting story about a woman and her murderer which intertwines elements of filipino culture and lore. both books are so interesting and normally I'd be able to speed through them. I'm not sure what's wrong with me. this is the longest reading draught I've had in a while.
I wonder if this lack of inspiration has to do with feeling burned out at work or maybe feeling burned out by the previous book. either way, I've been feeling pretty frustrated by my lack of interest.
I think I've been pressuring myself so much to make this work? this site and all of the ideas I have in my head and I think I need to find a way to make it sustainable? you know? maybe im overthinking, as I often do.
either way I should go... I've switched over to hyper editing this post several times and It's getting to me. I need to slow my brain down.
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Whether it’s fast cars or fast women, Stefano Ferraro gets what he wants. When he’s not fodder for the paparazzi, he commands Ferraro family businesses—both legitimate and illegitimate.
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My grandmother, sitting at her doily-covered table, marmalade on her cheek, explained that the aswang is all the evil bad things that a town or a society would want to deny--eventually it has to come out, has to be personified into something or the truth will reveal itself.
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